Dear Blog,
Sorry for long enough
not to write you about how my life was going from the first day of 2015. I was
kinda busy and had little time to re-think, re-evaluate and re-found myself. I
got thousand miles away lost from myself and really have no idea how to discover it
again for this very short time.
First, I owed you a
story of my birthday. Second, I owed you a new year’s resolution as well. I
feel bad just now because of no time left for me, write it down and my
less spirit to search for value beyond those moments. Like what I said before,
I kinda lost my way, my words, my worth and my soul and badly want to seek it
back. So, I will collide those two moments in this post. Definitely not about
the detail but about how I feel :D
Well,
I rather to put a
name to this post as 17th y.o Me with 7 years of experiences.
17th for
the forever young ‘me’ and 7 years are great numbers of time to call
a person as ‘being experienced’. I refuse to explain
more about this year mean to me (which is great) but things for sure, I really
am hoping for the upcoming years will create me as an educated woman (Master Degree), (forever) young career woman, an entrepreneur, a lovely wife and a
great Mom (New year’s Resolution).
Furthermore, from all
of the celebrations and gifts for wishing me a good birthday ‘day’, I do
grateful to have people who want to sit beside me, family who is loyal to love
me no matter what, friends who is willing to remember the day and best friends
who make it worth to recall the old precious days. The greatest one is my
gratitude to Allah, The One who makes me more ‘Me’ in His way. I experienced so
many conditions to stand me strong and independent, to experience good in bad,
wise in loneliness and happy in limitation. I do grateful for anything happen
to me, right know in the right time, I do believe that every single
time God hands over His certitude to me, it undoubtedly is a blessing. I
convince myself to believe that this year will be so much better than before.
Last, I wanna say GOOD BYE for the bad things, bad mindsets, bad people, bad
influences and bad experiences behind. Start Over and Over…
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