Rabu, Desember 23, 2015

December 22th, 2015



Happy Mother’s Day for all of great Moms all over this universe!

For real I forgot about this December 22th is a mother’s day. I saw one of my office mates this morning which a Mom of two brought a red rose and I directly asked her what’s the occasion.
“it’s Mother’s Day, she said cheerfully”
By looking for her expression, I would be easily predicted that she was so much happy and happily celebrated this day. Maybe the celebration was no longer like ‘a huge celebration’ for her only as a Mom, but I smelt something like thousand of prides for being a Mom depicted in her face and I could show it clearly. It was a small thing actually but it affected me in unspeakable way.

I saw lot of friends of mine did the same thing to express their feeling about their Mom as well. They posted a picture together with their Mom where some of them are the  ‘local emigrant’ that far away from their Mom, it seemed like I could feel what were they feel in this very short time.

Since I didn’t call my Ibu yet, I was starting to pick up my phone and was trying to arrange bold and golden words to show her how great and precious she is for me. I want to tell her lots of praises and  prayers so that she can feel the euphoria as I felt this morning. In fact, I only texted her a I used to do in my routine with additional words “Selamat Hari Ibu untuk Ibu”. More than 10 minutes I waited for she texted me back but she didn’t. During this moment of glory to wait for her to reply me, lots of moments with my Ibu suddenly hit me and it made me recognize how far I am just now from her. The fact that I am one of daughters that far away from the mother’s  hug in this universe, I want to yell out loud that I am missing her so much and I couldn’t imagine who I am just know without her beside me. I couldn’t expect myself to write down all of her greatness because I would never possible to do that. I know for sure that being a Mom, a super great  Mom is uneasy. This day made me re-realize how ignorance I am to always let my Ibu feel sad because of me, feel worry and attention less because of me. This day made me understand about the importance of being a great Mom, because the love of Mom will always remain in her children’s heart and always be a call for coming home no matter how far you go, just like what my Ibu does full day and full time in her life. I love you beyond words, Ibu.

What My Mom Taught Me about Life