Adek Ke Pulau Abang!

Dear My Blog,

Udah lama ga update soal jelong-jelong seputar Batam. As you know, karena batam masuk ke wilayah Kepri, itu artinya daerah  ini dikelilingi oleh pulau-pulau eksotis nan mempesona. Salah satu pulau yang lagi hits belakangan ini adalah pulau Abang, iya Abang. Nama kerennya sih brother island.

Lokasi ni pulau lumayan jauh kalo diitung dari Muka Kuning. Kenapa dari muka kuning??? Karena meeting pointnya saya dan teman-teman QHSE ya dari sana. Karena jelong-jelong ini disponsori oleh kantor. Ini acara gathering diikuti sama 26 orang yang umurnya udah pasti beda-beda. Ada yang super exciting ampe sempet catokan dulu sebelum berangkat, ada yang selau macam dipulau, ada yang ga mau bedakan karena yang bakal diketemui di tu pulau cuma ikan doang, ada juga nih yang telat datang tapi ga ada pake basa -basi minta maap *upss.

Perjalanan kita sampai pelabuhan makan waktu ga nyampe 2 jam, mungkin karena kita berangkatnya pagi, jadi jalanan masih adem ayem ga ada macetnya. Plus, mbak EO a.k.a Sherly yang cantik udah ready beliin kita sarapan. Jadi yaa… no need to complaint lah, hehehe.

Overall, dari pelabuhan sampe tempat snorkling yang pertama is the best part of me, mungkin pengalaman pertama kali ya.. jadi liat laut luas pagi-pagi dengan udara yang seger itu berasa surga bangetlah. Apalagi ini pengalaman pertama snorkling, jadi maklum ni anak ndeso super duper girang liat kaki katak pertama kali dipake. Beehh…

Karena ga bisa renang dan lupa kalo pelampung itu ga bakal bikin yang make bisa tenggelam, mulai parno deh waktu babang-babang instrukturnya bawa kebagian yang agak jauh dari tepian. Yang ada dipegangin tu abang, ampe diancem ga boleh kemana-mana. Mungkin tu abang eksotis sebel banget ma eike, ampe bebusa dia meyakinkan kalo saya ga bakal kelelep. Ampe ada yang becandain, ‘Ciee.. digandeng terus kayak truk’ -_-

But, it was totally Fun!

Habis dari pantai pertama *lupa nama pantainya*, kita dibawa ke titik-titik snorkling yang lainnya. Semuanya baguuuus banget, nget, ngeeet. Ga bakal nyesel lah pokoknya. Agent yang bawa kita juga cooperatif, ga ribet dan easy going banget. Jadinya perjalanan ini eike kasih point 98. Tempatnya Oke, timnya Oke dan Agent yang bawa kita juga oke banget. High recommended!

C ya again Pulau Abang, adek bakal kesana lagi baang! 

Why I Should Change Myself?

People always said time changes people---

I used to comfy with who I am before I got one situation to push me hard to change, not a little, but a great change for my life. 

After graduated, you will be completely shocked by real fact that life after that time was so full of pressures. You finally understand that your college time were amazing days to be passed by. But one more way to think of it, it would be more and more amazing days if I did what I should did and be the one I was supposed to be at that time. Now, I clearly see who I am this time based on what I did in the past, and I am not really feel satisfy because -shame to admit- I didn’t do it well.

A Passive Person and Feel ‘OK’ with That

I don’t know, maybe I used to be a girl who is kind of difficult to say similar thing from brain to mouth. Perhaps it happened because I am not raised in independent way to say anything I want.  Maybe I also a type of girl who has no effort to show off capabilities I have. From elementary school up to my collage time, I wasn’t really interested in joining class’s discussion, I wasn’t freely raised up my hand to question what I think of or even throw my comment in the class. I just silly sat in my chair and did enjoy my own question was asked by another students. STUPID me.

I knew definitely that I was probably a kind of girl who needed a trigger to make me speak up. I only interested to verbalize what I thought in presentation class, where I really needed to explain by my own self the topic in front of class. I only said things when someone asked me. I need to be forced by people surround me or by situation to force me speak up in public. It seems like I CAN but I am not showing that I CAN. For 24 years I was feeling OK with that, but right now, I am no longer fit that way anymore.

I am Who I am With

I felt those old amazing days would be more worthy when I am supposed to be a person I should be, it means I need to be as smart as my age or even more, I need to be mentally ready to face variety of people around, I need to be more knowledgeable, I need to be more confident and I need to be more courage to beat this earth down. I realized that whoever I close with, I am really easy to get their influence either good or not, I am really easy to “yes” for where all the conversation goes on, and my mood also decide by the other’s, so I can be a positive person when people surround me radiate the positivity. I’d love these people, because when I am in pessimistic mood, they are ready to slap words over my face, but unfortunately these kind of people don’t promise me all of their time. That’s why I completely realize it is really not a good character I have and I need to change it real soon!

Now, I really am the person, who needs a huge change in me, I need to transform myself to be stronger, confident, and mature to face all things ahead of me. I’ve to be smarter and stronger, *fighting*